natural empath

Alo, D.

How are ya?

I want to have a talk, and I need you to listen carefully. Got it?

You're a natural empath, aren't ya?
You have a good heart, your prayers always goes to your loved ones. You listen to their stories. Yet, you never listen to yours. What's the use of being an empath, if you can't even hear yourself?

That's why I'm here. I want to apologize. I'm sorry that I barely pay attention to what you really need, that I rarely focus on what you really want, and wasn't there for you when you need yourself the most.
You always tell yourself, "I can't be happy now, I could do more." or "Don't be too sad, others had it worse." And I once again, and will never be tired to ask, why would you do that to yourself? You deserves happiness as much as others do and their bad days can't be the standard of your own feelings. But, again, it's all my fault that I was never there to remind you of that.

But, D, other than an apology. I want to thank you. Because you stayed although you knew you could leave anytime you wanted. You almost did, and I thank you because you chose the other end. Actually, thank you for your existence.

D, it's rare for me to say this. Please know that I want to hear you, I genuinely am curious about your thoughts, and I want to know about you more. In the process of claiming yourself, I want to be a part of the story. Remember that being assertive is important, D. Do it to other people is a must, but it'll be much better if you also do it to yourself. You give so much kindness to everyone around you, and it's only fair if you give it to yourself too.

Let's be an empath to ourself and hear to ourself more, shall we?

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